🗑🧱🚧 --> THA $EEDY $LUM$ OF $EXUALITY.
[ spiritual goonery. ]
Have you ever wished that you could have prevented a sexually abusive situation that you, or someone you know, went through?
Are you curious about the inner workings of the mind of a sexual predator and how to defend yourself and your loved ones from being their prey?
Have you ever wondered if America or mainstream society has some sort of investment in a pedophilic agenda?
Do you ever wonder about the dark spirits or entities behind the throne manipulating highly regarded figures in authority who sexually exploit innocent people and the youth?
[ sinking into tha subconscious. ]
One of my favorite movies of all time is “The Cell” — starring Jennifer Lopez; it focuses on the subconscious dreamscape of a serial killer whose fetish involves kidnapping women to then isolate & drown them in a life-size tank. Once their dead, he preserves their bodies like life-size dolls as he places them on a table where he then utilizes the suspension rings pierced along his back to raise himself in order to hoover over the bodies as he masturbates to them.
At some point the police find him unconscious and realize that they need to find where he hid his last victim, which can only be done by navigating his subconscious for clues.
This is where J.Lo’s character comes in as a specially trained psychotherapist that utilizes a futuristic machine that allows her to venture into the subconscious of her patients in order to get to the root of their fears and fixations. She is then presented the task of scouring the serial killer’s subconscious for the clues needed by the police in order to find his last victim before she drowns to death.
What intrigued me even more about this movie is how, while submerged in the serial killer’s subconscious, J.Lo’s character comes in contact with his inner child and the abusive memories attached to his childhood that stay on repeat. As she further explores his subconscious, she also encounters personas and entities within him that influenced and controlled his violently sadistic nature; all of them existing simultaneously in different sectors of his psyche with the dreamscapes of his subconscious ranging from futuristic & royal BDSM palaces to the most gritty & wicked museum-inspired displays.
[ my time in tha seedy slums of sexuality. ]
My first contact with the dark side of sexuality was when I was around 9 years old, when I was molested by a female cousin that was babysitting me; the next time would be around 2016 when I was sexually assaulted by an ex and sexually harassed by a co-worker.
I came back into contact with the dark side of sexuality when I became a phone sex operator and virtual dominatrix in 2022 — my very first call on the phone line was a registered sex offender who I ended up talking to for a couple of hours and who became a regular client of mine.
The longer I worked as a phone sex operator, the more I realized that just like J.Lo’s character, I was regularly venturing into the seedy subconscious slums of my client’s sexuality; it served as my visualization of the sexual underbelly of society’s subconscious. I began to see the presence of these entities within & around certain clients that would take the wheel of their subconscious as it pertained to their sexual urges when certain stimuli would trigger their temptations.
I also became educated on the existence of incest sex rings and the communities of toxic patriarchal pedophiles that swap their daughters to fuck, as well as the presence of black market websites that pedophiles gather on in order to allegedly meetup at secret locations to violate children.
[ demons hidden in plain sight. ]
I came to realize that the seedy slums of sexuality also existed in plain sight in numerous parts of mainstream society; like the adult, entertainment and religious industries, just to name a few.
For example, Hugh Hefner and Playboy Enterprises which became so popular in the mainstream, yet was filled with so many sexual predators that exploited, abused and covered up the murders of so many women; a false representation of sexual liberation that was actually a sexual prison for women whose innocence was fed on by sexual parasites whose goal was to degrade the divine feminine.
Another example, from the entertainment perspective is R. Kelly, who kept a house full of Black Women, against their will, whom he sexually assaulted on a regular basis; even with proof of his predatory behavior being publicized, the Black women who were the victims and who were forever sexually traumatized ended up being mocked and disregarded by society for so long — making it more than an assumption that Black Women are predominantly the victims of sexual abuse, most of the time in plain sight, without protection and without rescue.
These occurrences often make me wonder if there is some sort of hidden investment in the seedy slums of sexuality from the powers that be…like maybe the foundation of this nation is built on something even more grotesque than the legal sex trafficking of my Ancestors or the many cases of incest and molestation that runs rampant in our communities.
Like its not as simple as this kind of stuff being swept under a simple floor rug — it seems like this festering underbelly has been strategically covered with floor to floor carpeting that’s been securely stapled and manicured as not to tamper with society’s idealistic facade of safety.
Any thoughts???